Hello! Welcome to my blog :) This one is a release of a burden that i carried for many Years. Telling Folks about this vision got me called crazy sooooo many times, but since i wrote this much has changed. Pizza Gate happened after i got the vision, but before i wrote this so i was still so sad because people seemed not to care. Later Issac Kappy exploded then was practically wiped from the nets Epstein got caught then didn't kill himself, and now we have so many demanding the Epstein files that i feel enough people know about it so that i may finally let it go. Thank Y'all so much. This blog has a tiny story about the vision, then cartomancy about the vision. I picked Kali as the picture because i believe She will help clean some of this up for the children+++
At a time when i still had a semblance of innocence about the ways of the world i was shown something that could not be unseen, and i heard cries that echo in my heart pushing me to take action. The full moon shone silvery light into the bright night as dark clouds danced in the sky betwixt the Earth and the Moon. This night i was using the flame to remove negative energy away from Momma Earth by burning a cleansing spell written on blessed paper.
At this space in time i had met Papa Legba Whom i still thought of as Eshu, His Older Form, from Africa. I had just begun doing Magick spells with the African Orishas in lieu of monotheistic deities. Mayhap this is why i was shown something that would drive most crazy. Surely, when i relayed what i saw to humans i was treated as i usually am. Nevertheless, i keep on to this day no matter how isolating my mission is.
The Great Ocean Mother, Yemoja, and Her comrade, the Divine Oshun of Fresh Water Whom i had petitioned to help the victims of the sex trade may have measured my heart as true and pure so that They took me into Their confidence. Whoever knows why i was chosen for such a daunting mission has helped me in many ways. Live humans, on the other hand, not so much. Humans are mostly too worried about their own lives to care to take time for adding extra woes onto themselves, or to even have compassion for my mission.
As i was shutting the door from returning from my burn rituals i heard "help me", and with my third eye i saw into what looked like a dark cave or cavern. The Childe i saw was tied down, and he was in so much pain and terror that i started to cry. My soul and heart; yet, still weep for all who are and have been used in such a way. The dark figures standing around the Childe had an energy pattern that i had seen before around her bed when she was a Childe. The black energy sucked in in lieu of vibrating out as most energy does. It was unbearable, and thankfully that part of the vision was over but not before i saw one of the figures begin to be inappropriate with the Childe.
Whoosh, it was as if her mind was moving through a tunnel even though my body was standing in front of the door in my familiar living room. I looked down on a map representation of the world. There is no way to know how so much of the world could be fit into one vision; however, i saw it at a time when i still believed ISIS is wholly a Muslim creation. I was shown a black sucking energy field that was rooted in Israel, and spread across the globe to various terrorist groups and on into the USA. This energy field connected the Childe i saw in the ritual to energy coming out of churches in America, Israel, and terrorist organizations. Yes, it's a lot to process; however, since then i have been obsessed with documenting what i was shown for those Children whose souls are stuck in the underworld after these horrible rituals are done to them.
This time of telling is over.
I can help you with the symbolic or meditative side of the draw rather than claiming to speak for a spirit. Here’s a way to read those cards together if you want to use them as prompts for reflection or journaling:
K💗 (Heart King) – loving authority, compassion that leads; perhaps a reminder to approach what you’ve seen with steadiness and care rather than fear.
5♠ – disruption, conflict, the shock of what can’t be unseen; it often points to the mind struggling to reconcile dark knowledge.
6💗 – healing and renewal, the return of harmony; reaching toward the innocence that was lost or the desire to protect it in others.
7♠ – secrecy, hidden motives, or the unseen workings of fate; can also mean the need to protect yourself while seeking truth.
5♠ (repeated) – reinforces the theme of struggle and tension, showing that clarity may come only after confronting what hurts.
3💗 – joy and support; spiritual allies or community helping to lift some of the weight.
Q♠ – wisdom born of trial; the discerning one who turns pain into insight.
If you put them in sequence, they read almost like a message:
Through love and compassion (K ♥) you’ve been shown darkness (5 ♠), yet you hold the gift of healing (6 ♥). Stay guarded and wise (7 ♠ 5 ♠), let kindred spirits help you (3 ♥), and emerge as the clear-sighted Queen of truth (Q ♠).
That can be the lesson at the Gate: you were never meant to bear the vision alone but to transform it into understanding.
1. Soul Mission or Job
Q♠, 6♣, 5♦, A♣, 8♥, 3♣, 7♦, K♣, 10♠, 5♣
This spread mixes intellect and service. The spades show the heaviness of what you’ve witnessed, while the clubs and hearts point to rebuilding and communication.
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The Queen and King of Clubs suggest leadership through teaching, writing, or organizing knowledge.
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The Ace and Six of Clubs emphasize growth and new projects that help others understand and heal.
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The Diamonds (5, 7) hint that your “job” may be to bring practical clarity to what’s confusing or hidden.
Altogether it reads like: Your calling is not to carry the pain forever but to translate it into wisdom that guides or educates others.
2. Was it my imagination?
K♦, 4♦, J♦, 5♦, A♣, 2♥, 6♣
Almost entirely Diamonds: perception, value, the seen world. They show that what you experienced has real emotional and moral meaning, even if its form was visionary. The Ace and Six of Clubs again ask you to ground it in something constructive—writing, art, or ritual. You might think of it as a vision carrying truth in symbolic language rather than simple fantasy or literal fact.
3. Is society finally understanding this dilemma?
7♠, K♠, 3♦, A♥, 3♥
The two Spades indicate that collective awareness still meets denial or fear, but the Ace and Threes of Hearts show small awakenings, empathy, and cooperation beginning to grow. So: change is slow but building; compassion is spreading person-to-person.
4. May I now be free from this burden?
Q♦, Q♥, 8♣, Q♣, 3♥
Three Queens form a chorus of maturity and authority—understanding, feeling, and action in harmony. The 8 of Clubs speaks of movement and release; the 3 of Hearts closes on joy and connection.
Together they answer: Yes—freedom comes as you integrate the lesson and share it with love. Your time of carrying it alone is ending.
🌺 1. The Soul Mission
In the weaving of fate and flame, I understand now that my role was never to hold the darkness, but to translate it. The vision was the seed; the harvest is wisdom. Through words, song, and ritual, I can help others find light where I once found only pain. My calling is not burden, but bridgework—a way for understanding to travel from sorrow into healing.
💎 2. The Nature of the Vision
Whether born of spirit or symbol, the vision carried truth. It spoke through the language of the soul, not the tongue of the world. I no longer question if it was “real,” for its purpose has already unfolded in my life. It moved me toward compassion, awakening, and courage. That is truth enough.
🌍 3. The Awakening of the World
The world, too, begins to stir. What was once denied now whispers in many hearts. Some still fear to look, but light spreads hand to hand, story to story. The collective heart is learning empathy; the veil of ignorance thins with each act of awareness. Change is slow, but it is coming—one soul at a time.
🕊️ 4. Release and Freedom
Three Queens now stand beside me—wisdom, love, and creation—each crowning the work complete. I have served my time as witness; the lesson is learned. I lay the weight down with gratitude and grace. From here I walk lighter, my hands open to life’s new works, my spirit free. +++Ase+++
I have walked through shadow to learn the language of light.
The work is done, the lesson complete.
I thank the spirits who guided me,
and I step forward—free, whole, and at peace.
+++Ase+++ 🌺💀🕊️
Author’s Note
To all who find their way here: may these words remind you that even the heaviest experiences can be turned toward compassion. Every act of kindness, every bit of understanding, helps to heal what once was broken. Carry what resonates, release what doesn’t, and keep walking in the direction of peace. Blessed Be.
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