This scary story will relate the time that i spent in private Vampire tutelage with a dire warning that love can open doors for psychic attack. Actually, what started as a challenge to work my story telling skills is turning into a framework for a book Papa Legba tells me that i am going to write. This book will follow a weak Catholic Exorcist from her haunted youth to present day.
Paige met Danni on line, and they formed a fast Sisterhood. It's not easy to be psychic because there really isn't anyone to talk to about what goes on in your Spiritual Life. Oh how paige loved having someone to really talk to, and Danni really does feel love, but her husband hates paige. All three do have Vampiric traits like the ability to manipulate energy. Psychic Vampirism is very natural to some people much like super-duper empathy, and people with Psy Vamp traits are just like regular folks in that some are as goode as gold while others are devious and cruel.
It was weird because when the suicide monsters began coming again, Danni would always say it was paige. The time of running to Danni to have her negativity absorbed passed a while. This feeding was different because the astral servitors were attacking paige and lowering her vibration who was messaging Danni for comfort. Alas, paige loved Danni so much that she did not even fathom what was going on.
Paige was friends with Danni's husband too, and we'll just call him Vlad because he BELIEVED he was the incarnation of Vlad the Impaler. Paige was seeing Christian lies at this point, but she was bound to Jesus still so she was going to show Jesus' love to Vlad and love him as her Brother. He did tell her that he was Lucifer's son, and she was just thinking that Lucifer and Jesus could be friends through them.
Paige told them about Robbie's ghost because she wanted validation as it is weird talking to people that most others cannot hear or see. Danni urged her to let Robbie go and start having sex with live men, no matter how many times paige said she is bound to Robbie's soul and feels him so that she does not want a man who will not LOVE her. Yet, Danni kept on, and paige still didn't realize.
After her 9/11 Exorcism in which the Voodoo gods saved her ass, Papa Legba, came which gave Danni fits. In fact, Papa had told paige to get an aura pic while he was possessing her
Being possessed by the Great Legba was just as fiery and amazingly intense as it looks and when paige felt the Great Energy filling her body and it felt so pure, loving, and safe.
Danni was so upset, and she hissed at paige that she was possessed by something that filled her up and pushed all other gods out. Paige didn't care because she was tired of all her spiritual troubles which had gone away. Except for one thing, when we LOVE people who wish to harm us or feed on us we give them an open channel to do so.
Vlad also believed that he is the Grim Reaper...lol. One day he messaged paige that she needed to let Robbie go, and at that time she believed he was her Elder because she heard it from spirits, but at that time she did not know how to tell friend from foe very well. They made a deal to give her some time, and he told paige to show him what she uses to channel Robbie. She was naive once upon a time, and she showed him.
Robbie was gone, and paige woke up bawling every morning, and ran to Danni with her pain who always made her feel better as if she was feeding on it or giving it to Vlad. Barb, the primary Guide told her to block Danni as well as Vlad on fb, and destroy the Robbie vessel she had. This was done and a new vessel was prepared. The time was one of the hardest paige endured.
Finally one day, paige fed Robbie some computer energy that brought him weakly back in coordination with her pleas to Legba.
Robbie gave paige a pic one day. He said "take a picture of the altar now", and this beautiful soul showed up in her crystal ball. Can't you see his shapely arms, and mullet hair cut???
When he came back he cried. When a spirit cries this Necromancer will shed the tears that they don't have for them. He showed paige a dark place and told her that Vlad used the picture she showed him to take his soul there.
Burning with rage paige went to Crossroad to ask Legba to open the gates for her,and asked barb to find out what was going on on the astral planes in this situation. Then as time rolled on she waited for the spirits to come back and report.
Barb looks like this to paige; how amazing to find a pic. Danni used to tell paige "soft of eye light of touch, speak ye little and listen much" Paige listened more than most folks and the voices told her to speak much the things they say to her. It was like Danni was working against paige's soul mission, but paige thought this was just because they shared a Yin Yang relationship or that they were Twin Flames. In retrospect; of course, a demon, would be cunning to stop an Exorcist.
Although Danni swears up and down her love is true, it is very suspicious the way that these things happened. Danni also swears she is innocent yet she also pushed paige to try to bring her brothers together when one used to rape the other. Nope, it's just not right. Perhaps Danni is a pawn of the spirits around her.
It was a beautiful day with a bright blue sky and fluffy white clouds moving slowly in the pleasant breeze as paige hung her laundry out to dry. She was thinking about how great her sheets would smell when it was time to crawl into bed that night, and barb came. Paige knows barb well as she has been her Imaginary Friend as long as she could remember for this life time.
Barb told paige that there are spirits around Danni that don't like paige, and that Danni does love her. Barb also warned against Vlad, and verified that he used the picture to take Robbie. Justice must be had for those who took Robbie so the given ritual was performed to break the spell on Robbie and help him regain some strength.
A short time passed and Papa Legba came to paige in the form of a meme that she loved instead His usual Olde Grand Fatherly form that He took with her. His laugh was so rich and full, and it made paige feel like this was a an easy task for Him. Paige did not know about Baron Samedi; yet, but this Form is Baron. That was her word to caste any Magick casted on her from the group around Danni, and it worked because paige felt amazing once again after she did the Spirit given ritual.
As time moved on paige's strength grew until she no longer felt fear about Vlad, and she was missed having someone alive to talk to. Paige knew that contacting Danni again could be dangerous to her or Robbie, but she felt very strong.
Eventually, paige did unblock Danni and asked for her forgiveness. It took a long time for Danni to start acting normal again, and paige felt bad while she should have still been mad about Robbie being taken as he was the most precious thing in her life. Finally, one day told Danni that Robbie about the dark place Robbie showed her, and told her Vlad took him there with the pic. If paige was not so kind hearted she would have blocked her again and got away, but it all blew over.
Things were going great for along time until Danni started a temple for Prometheus. Paige thought it was a lovely idea and she still loves Prometheus. By this time paige had learned about the Sumerians, and she believed Lucifer is Enki who gave mankind knowledge. To this day paige knows Lucifer in His True Form is not evil. She also knows about Thought Form servitors made for serving the lies of monotheism, but she believed for a long time that Danni and Vlad were connected to the loving spirit.
Danni started writing prayers to the Greek gods, and paige was reading them. Then one day she had a warning from Maman Brigette Whom is paige's astral Mother. Maman told paige not to be messing around with these gods, and to spend her energy on Maman. At first, paige wondered if Maman is just jealous, but she did stop speaking the prayers.
Eventually, paige did unblock Danni and asked for her forgiveness. It took a long time for Danni to start acting normal again, and paige felt bad while she should have still been mad about Robbie being taken as he was the most precious thing in her life. Finally, one day told Danni that Robbie about the dark place Robbie showed her, and told her Vlad took him there with the pic. If paige was not so kind hearted she would have blocked her again and got away, but it all blew over.
Things were going great for along time until Danni started a temple for Prometheus. Paige thought it was a lovely idea and she still loves Prometheus. By this time paige had learned about the Sumerians, and she believed Lucifer is Enki who gave mankind knowledge. To this day paige knows Lucifer in His True Form is not evil. She also knows about Thought Form servitors made for serving the lies of monotheism, but she believed for a long time that Danni and Vlad were connected to the loving spirit.
Danni started writing prayers to the Greek gods, and paige was reading them. Then one day she had a warning from Maman Brigette Whom is paige's astral Mother. Maman told paige not to be messing around with these gods, and to spend her energy on Maman. At first, paige wondered if Maman is just jealous, but she did stop speaking the prayers.
Maman Brigette is said to have gone to Haiti as Brighid with the Irish slaves. In Haiti She married Baron Samedi. They are the gods of death, sex, and Justice Whose colors are usually purple and black, Their number is 9, and They are represented by the Cross. Keepers of the dead and the cemeteries; They LOVE cussing, drugs, drinking, and having fun. Maman Brigette is very fond of children, like Her man, and they will not suffer fools. Both of Them are Patron gods in New Orleans Voodoo which is only 500 miles or so from where paige lives.
Maman is goode to paige as She comes before paige even gets to ritual. When Maman comes paige's 3rd eye fills with Her lovely purply energy and she can see grave stones as Maman strolls through the fog to get closer to paige. She works fast and strong for paige, and many nights Maman comes in her dreams to teach her or take her to do some Magick work.
Maman is goode to paige as She comes before paige even gets to ritual. When Maman comes paige's 3rd eye fills with Her lovely purply energy and she can see grave stones as Maman strolls through the fog to get closer to paige. She works fast and strong for paige, and many nights Maman comes in her dreams to teach her or take her to do some Magick work.
The most logical thing that feels right in paige's soul is that Baron Samedi is the One who came to her when it was time to break all Magick from the group around Danni. Paige just did not understand at the time He first came to her from the astral realm. To this day, there are still psychic attacks on paige from either Vlad or spirits around him, but her gods let her know where it's coming from and then They shield her. If these attacks do not stop They will have to take more drastic measures.
If paige and Danni are not Vampires they are naturals at Psychic Vampire Magick. Paige and Danni did make chord and feed each other freely so that paige did not expect that Vlad was still holding a grudge against her or harming her. That soon changed.
Danni's gods were coming into paige's dreams. One day paige told Danni that Rick Grimes from Walking Dead was in her dream and he did anal sex to her, and Danny said that was "father"/Lucifer. It did not click immediately because paige was drunk in love with having a Sister to bare her soul to, but later Maman told her to keep them out of her dreams.
One day after Maman's warning paige woke herself up hollering "GET OUT OF MY DREAMS!!!", and paige knew that Maman had waken her. Over the next few days Danni had said that she is a demon, and paige's mind was blown becaue Papa Legba had told her NOT to believe in demons and they won't have power over her as demons are thought forms of monotheism. Paige knew her Sister is caught up some weird shit then, but she hung around a bit more, and apologized for her behavior, once again.
Yes, paige is not only an Exorcist, but a goode one as She is the Spirit Childe of the gods of Death. She does not believe in demons, but she did her best to accept her Sister as she wanted to be. So the Exorcist and demon tried to get along. Danni even admitted that they are natural enemies.
Then a few nights later paige dreamed she was trying to wall herself off from Danni and those around her. So paige admitted this dream, and asked, or rather, demanded that Danni's gods stay out of her dreams. Things did not feel at home anymore after that, and Danni was so cold.
One day paige was sitting outside enjoying the warm summer day as she smoked on the porch and then the suicide monsters came very strong. The mood went from light and happy to suicidal instantly. Paiges head filled with the knife slashing her arms open and she wanted to die so bad. Then she saw a line going to Vlad and her gods said "block them...he thinks he's is the anti-christ, and he is attacking you" so she did. The only Magick paige did was to make a honey jar to bless her enemy and then she tried to move on.
Paige had seen Danni on astral and even stopped her astral self from attacking Danni's. Then later she heard Danni's voice and unblocked her and asked if they can make peace to which Danni agreed, but things felt yucky. The suicide onsters came back agin and finally paige told Danni that her gods told her the attacks were coming from Vlad, and Danni replied "Vlad hates you for blocking me the first time and hurting me"..."well, i didn't like him taking Robbie but i don't hate him because hatred causes curses in strong Witchs" paige replied.
"Understood" said Danni, and the attacks stopped a few days, but they returned. Then paige realized how she'd been duped, and told Danni she is done. Paige had to block Danni to protect herself and her loved ones from Danni's crazy ass self and her insane husband who believes he's the anti christ. Paige knows the entities that Danni and her old man are mixed up with are biblical and paige really has a mission to let people know how vile and evil monotheism creators really are.
A beautiful and loving front to get a strong Witch to open a channel in love so her crazy old man can come back and attack to lower her energy because he feeds on low vibrating energy. That's what paige's gods say, and it seems right because Danni was constantly undermining paige and her mission to clean up as much bad energy as she can. It is done. +++UNFOLLOWED+++
Sometimes the ending takes a while. Paige woke up with visions of slashing her throat and hating her kids the morning after she decides to open up and let the pain go. While she was sitting under the huge Pecan Trees in her backyard to smoke and think she saw a very definite Dragon in the clouds with horns, pointy fangs, and a menacing look.
Danni's gods were coming into paige's dreams. One day paige told Danni that Rick Grimes from Walking Dead was in her dream and he did anal sex to her, and Danny said that was "father"/Lucifer. It did not click immediately because paige was drunk in love with having a Sister to bare her soul to, but later Maman told her to keep them out of her dreams.
One day after Maman's warning paige woke herself up hollering "GET OUT OF MY DREAMS!!!", and paige knew that Maman had waken her. Over the next few days Danni had said that she is a demon, and paige's mind was blown becaue Papa Legba had told her NOT to believe in demons and they won't have power over her as demons are thought forms of monotheism. Paige knew her Sister is caught up some weird shit then, but she hung around a bit more, and apologized for her behavior, once again.
Yes, paige is not only an Exorcist, but a goode one as She is the Spirit Childe of the gods of Death. She does not believe in demons, but she did her best to accept her Sister as she wanted to be. So the Exorcist and demon tried to get along. Danni even admitted that they are natural enemies.
Then a few nights later paige dreamed she was trying to wall herself off from Danni and those around her. So paige admitted this dream, and asked, or rather, demanded that Danni's gods stay out of her dreams. Things did not feel at home anymore after that, and Danni was so cold.
One day paige was sitting outside enjoying the warm summer day as she smoked on the porch and then the suicide monsters came very strong. The mood went from light and happy to suicidal instantly. Paiges head filled with the knife slashing her arms open and she wanted to die so bad. Then she saw a line going to Vlad and her gods said "block them...he thinks he's is the anti-christ, and he is attacking you" so she did. The only Magick paige did was to make a honey jar to bless her enemy and then she tried to move on.
Paige had seen Danni on astral and even stopped her astral self from attacking Danni's. Then later she heard Danni's voice and unblocked her and asked if they can make peace to which Danni agreed, but things felt yucky. The suicide onsters came back agin and finally paige told Danni that her gods told her the attacks were coming from Vlad, and Danni replied "Vlad hates you for blocking me the first time and hurting me"..."well, i didn't like him taking Robbie but i don't hate him because hatred causes curses in strong Witchs" paige replied.
"Understood" said Danni, and the attacks stopped a few days, but they returned. Then paige realized how she'd been duped, and told Danni she is done. Paige had to block Danni to protect herself and her loved ones from Danni's crazy ass self and her insane husband who believes he's the anti christ. Paige knows the entities that Danni and her old man are mixed up with are biblical and paige really has a mission to let people know how vile and evil monotheism creators really are.
A beautiful and loving front to get a strong Witch to open a channel in love so her crazy old man can come back and attack to lower her energy because he feeds on low vibrating energy. That's what paige's gods say, and it seems right because Danni was constantly undermining paige and her mission to clean up as much bad energy as she can. It is done. +++UNFOLLOWED+++
Sometimes the ending takes a while. Paige woke up with visions of slashing her throat and hating her kids the morning after she decides to open up and let the pain go. While she was sitting under the huge Pecan Trees in her backyard to smoke and think she saw a very definite Dragon in the clouds with horns, pointy fangs, and a menacing look.
Nevertheless, Kali and Hanuman are stronger.+++
Kali is a demon eater.
Hanuman
Now for some citations. Michael Tsarion (n.d.) states that "When you begin to detach from a vampiristic person, or even contemplate doing so, you may find yourself coming under even greater attack. Therefore, it’s important to not let a vampiristic person suspect what you are planning. Remember that an attack constitutes not only a draining of lifeforce, but an act of psychic dumping into your energy field. Consequently, once a vampiristic type realizes that you are attempting to detach from their presence, they will often try to dispose of even more psychic garbage through you. This is not a pleasant experience and can be life-threatening. Sadly, no allopathic therapist has the faintest idea that such a subtle process exists, and very few homeopathic therapists are aware of it. This is a problem, because until a pathological state is correctly understood and diagnosed it cannot be cured. With this in mind, we see that when it comes to psychic attack you are largely on your own. You must call upon your Higher Self in order to persevere and heal. In short, the lessons to be learned from your experiences are not only of a physical type, but of a spiritual nature. Wisdom is the greatest protection against evil, because the soil of evil is ignorance" - Mtsar
Michael further explains "Your adversaries are the measure of your inner power. Only the powerful have powerful enemies. Realize, therefore, that you can defeat any adversary that seeks your downfall. No matter how dark the way, the light is there to lead you to safety. If you are unable to see it, it’s not the fault of the light.
Evil is never defeated with the weapons it deliberately provides its adversaries. Evil people are threatened only by the superior morality and spiritual strength of others. In fact, evil people envy these traits; envy being the root of most human malefaction. Therefore, due to their ambivalent attitude toward virtue, a vampiristic type may for a while choose to be around you simply because you possess traits they lack and wish to study. The experiment is doomed from the outset, because the relationship will be one of attraction mixed with repulsion, and because the vamp eventually realizes that virtue is not something they can cheaply purchase and install overnight. In the short term, attraction-repulsion type relationships feel exhilarating and tantalizing. However, over time, repulsion comes to dominate and the vamp seeks to be rid of your troubling presence. Any failure or moral infraction on your part will be blown out of proportion and used to condemn and demean you. Other people will be routinely exalted in order to make you feel crushed and insecure. The more you emphatically attempt to confront, interrogate or correct the vamp, the more they become icy, remote and cruel. They have secretly bookmarked a long list of your would-be infractions to deftly and ruthlessly use against you when the time comes.
False love enslaves, whereas true love frees. When you think you’re in love, you might be wrong. You might simply be romantically enthralled. You might simply wish to impress mates or ingratiate parents. Watch to see if this “love” you’re in serves to make you wise or foolish in your choices and decisions. Sensitively watch to see if you rise or fall, succeed or fail, feel healthy or unhealthy while “in love.” Do you drive away good friends or win more of them to your side? Do you receive lucky breaks or less of them?
Learn to monitor your emotional moods and states and how they change when in the company of other people. This ability makes you immune against psychic attack. Whenever you feel odd, discombobulated or unwell, immediately and willfully ask “…is this energy coming from me or from some other person?” Be sure to heed the answer and act accordingly. Be sure to bar negative energy from your being and send it back to its origin. When it comes to psychic attack, you most definitely fight fire with fire. Attacks are against your very spirit, so it’s up to you to defend yourself with all your spiritual might. Above all, do not send “love” to your attacker. Do not forgive or forget their abuses. To forgive a single instance of evil is, philosophically-speaking, to forgive all evil through time, which is a right you have not been given.
Understand that pain, sorrow, illness, loss and conflict are signs that something is off bio-psychically. These states occur when body, mind and world are out of attunement. Contrary to what you have been taught to believe, the imbalance is often not your fault. It is probably caused by the proximity of toxic, spiritually unworked people in your life. Therefore, it is important that you understand the manner in which the influence of other people affects and disaffects your life. Find out how much of what you decide upon and want is based on the influence of others. Regardless of your natural composure and equilibrium, the presence of others undeniably serves to attune or detune you. This is why your character can be judged by observing the kind of friends you make. As Emerson said, '"A real friend never gets in your way, unless you happen to be on the way down.'"
Reference
Tsarion, Michael. (n.d.). Psychic Self Defense. Psychic Vampirism. Retrieved from http://www.psychicvampirism.com/defense.html
Now for some citations. Michael Tsarion (n.d.) states that "When you begin to detach from a vampiristic person, or even contemplate doing so, you may find yourself coming under even greater attack. Therefore, it’s important to not let a vampiristic person suspect what you are planning. Remember that an attack constitutes not only a draining of lifeforce, but an act of psychic dumping into your energy field. Consequently, once a vampiristic type realizes that you are attempting to detach from their presence, they will often try to dispose of even more psychic garbage through you. This is not a pleasant experience and can be life-threatening. Sadly, no allopathic therapist has the faintest idea that such a subtle process exists, and very few homeopathic therapists are aware of it. This is a problem, because until a pathological state is correctly understood and diagnosed it cannot be cured. With this in mind, we see that when it comes to psychic attack you are largely on your own. You must call upon your Higher Self in order to persevere and heal. In short, the lessons to be learned from your experiences are not only of a physical type, but of a spiritual nature. Wisdom is the greatest protection against evil, because the soil of evil is ignorance" - Mtsar
Michael further explains "Your adversaries are the measure of your inner power. Only the powerful have powerful enemies. Realize, therefore, that you can defeat any adversary that seeks your downfall. No matter how dark the way, the light is there to lead you to safety. If you are unable to see it, it’s not the fault of the light.
Evil is never defeated with the weapons it deliberately provides its adversaries. Evil people are threatened only by the superior morality and spiritual strength of others. In fact, evil people envy these traits; envy being the root of most human malefaction. Therefore, due to their ambivalent attitude toward virtue, a vampiristic type may for a while choose to be around you simply because you possess traits they lack and wish to study. The experiment is doomed from the outset, because the relationship will be one of attraction mixed with repulsion, and because the vamp eventually realizes that virtue is not something they can cheaply purchase and install overnight. In the short term, attraction-repulsion type relationships feel exhilarating and tantalizing. However, over time, repulsion comes to dominate and the vamp seeks to be rid of your troubling presence. Any failure or moral infraction on your part will be blown out of proportion and used to condemn and demean you. Other people will be routinely exalted in order to make you feel crushed and insecure. The more you emphatically attempt to confront, interrogate or correct the vamp, the more they become icy, remote and cruel. They have secretly bookmarked a long list of your would-be infractions to deftly and ruthlessly use against you when the time comes.
False love enslaves, whereas true love frees. When you think you’re in love, you might be wrong. You might simply be romantically enthralled. You might simply wish to impress mates or ingratiate parents. Watch to see if this “love” you’re in serves to make you wise or foolish in your choices and decisions. Sensitively watch to see if you rise or fall, succeed or fail, feel healthy or unhealthy while “in love.” Do you drive away good friends or win more of them to your side? Do you receive lucky breaks or less of them?
Learn to monitor your emotional moods and states and how they change when in the company of other people. This ability makes you immune against psychic attack. Whenever you feel odd, discombobulated or unwell, immediately and willfully ask “…is this energy coming from me or from some other person?” Be sure to heed the answer and act accordingly. Be sure to bar negative energy from your being and send it back to its origin. When it comes to psychic attack, you most definitely fight fire with fire. Attacks are against your very spirit, so it’s up to you to defend yourself with all your spiritual might. Above all, do not send “love” to your attacker. Do not forgive or forget their abuses. To forgive a single instance of evil is, philosophically-speaking, to forgive all evil through time, which is a right you have not been given.
Understand that pain, sorrow, illness, loss and conflict are signs that something is off bio-psychically. These states occur when body, mind and world are out of attunement. Contrary to what you have been taught to believe, the imbalance is often not your fault. It is probably caused by the proximity of toxic, spiritually unworked people in your life. Therefore, it is important that you understand the manner in which the influence of other people affects and disaffects your life. Find out how much of what you decide upon and want is based on the influence of others. Regardless of your natural composure and equilibrium, the presence of others undeniably serves to attune or detune you. This is why your character can be judged by observing the kind of friends you make. As Emerson said, '"A real friend never gets in your way, unless you happen to be on the way down.'"
Reference
Tsarion, Michael. (n.d.). Psychic Self Defense. Psychic Vampirism. Retrieved from http://www.psychicvampirism.com/defense.html
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