Friday, October 13, 2017

Day 13:of the Exorcist and the "Demon" part 3 the END +++ some info from MStar

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If paige and Danni are not Vampires they are naturals at Psychic Vampire Magick.  Paige and Danni did make chord and feed each other freely so that paige did not expect that Vlad was still holding a  grudge against her or harming her.  That soon changed.

Danni's gods  were coming into paige's dreams.  One day paige told Danni that Rick Grimes from Walking Dead was in her dream and he did anal sex to her, and Danny said that was "father"/Lucifer.  It did not click immediately because paige was drunk in love with having a Sister to bare her soul to, but later Maman told her to keep them out of her dreams.  

One day after Maman's warning paige woke herself up hollering "GET OUT OF MY DREAMS!!!", and paige knew that Maman had waken her.  Over the next few days Danni had said that she is a demon, and paige's mind was blown becaue Papa Legba had told her NOT to believe in demons and they won't have power over her as demons are thought forms of monotheism.  Paige knew her Sister is caught up some weird shit then, but she hung around a bit more, and apologized for her behavior, once again.

Yes, paige is not only an Exorcist, but a goode one as She is the Spirit Childe of the gods of Death.  She does not believe in demons, but she did her best to accept her Sister as she wanted to be.  So the Exorcist and demon tried to get along.  Danni even admitted that they are natural enemies.

Then a few nights later paige dreamed she was trying to wall herself off from Danni and those around her.  So paige admitted this dream, and asked, or rather, demanded that Danni's gods stay out of her dreams.  Things did not feel at home anymore after that, and Danni was so cold.

One day paige was sitting outside enjoying the warm summer day as she smoked on the porch and then the suicide monsters came very strong.  The mood went from light and happy to suicidal instantly.  Paiges head filled with the knife slashing her arms open and she wanted to die so bad.  Then she saw a line going to Vlad and her gods said "block them...he thinks he's is the anti-christ, and he is attacking you" so she did.  The only Magick paige did was to make a honey jar to bless her enemy and then she tried to move on.

Paige had seen Danni on astral and even stopped her astral self from attacking Danni's.  Then later she heard Danni's voice and unblocked her and asked if they can make peace to which Danni agreed, but things felt yucky.  The suicide onsters came back agin and finally paige told Danni that her gods told her the attacks were coming from Vlad, and Danni replied "Vlad hates you for blocking me the first time and hurting me"..."well, i didn't like him taking Robbie but i don't hate him because hatred causes curses in strong Witchs" paige replied.

"Understood" said Danni, and the attacks stopped  a few days, but they returned.  Then paige realized how she'd been duped, and told Danni she is done.  Paige had to block Danni to protect herself and her loved ones from Danni's crazy ass self and her insane husband who believes he's the anti christ.  Paige knows the entities that Danni and her old man are mixed up with are biblical and paige really has a mission to let people know how vile and evil monotheism creators really are.  

A beautiful and loving front to get a strong Witch to open a channel in love so her crazy old man can come back and attack to lower her energy because he feeds on low vibrating energy.  That's what paige's gods say, and it seems right because Danni was constantly undermining paige and her mission to clean up as much bad energy as she can.  It is done.  +++UNFOLLOWED+++

Sometimes the ending takes a while.  Paige woke up with visions of slashing her throat and hating her kids the morning after she decides to open up and let the pain go.  While she was sitting under the huge Pecan Trees in her backyard to smoke and think she saw a very definite Dragon in the clouds with horns, pointy fangs, and a menacing look.
  

Nevertheless, Kali and Hanuman are stronger.+++


Kali is a demon eater.
Hanuman


Now for some citations.  Michael Tsarion (n.d.) states that "When you begin to detach from a vampiristic person, or even contemplate doing so, you may find yourself coming under even greater attack. Therefore, it’s important to not let a vampiristic person suspect what you are planning. Remember that an attack constitutes not only a draining of lifeforce, but an act of psychic dumping into your energy field. Consequently, once a vampiristic type realizes that you are attempting to detach from their presence, they will often try to dispose of even more psychic garbage through you. This is not a pleasant experience and can be life-threatening. Sadly, no allopathic therapist has the faintest idea that such a subtle process exists, and very few homeopathic therapists are aware of it. This is a problem, because until a pathological state is correctly understood and diagnosed it cannot be cured. With this in mind, we see that when it comes to psychic attack you are largely on your own. You must call upon your Higher Self in order to persevere and heal. In short, the lessons to be learned from your experiences are not only of a physical type, but of a spiritual nature. Wisdom is the greatest protection against evil, because the soil of evil is ignorance" - Mtsar


Michael further explains "Your adversaries are the measure of your inner power. Only the powerful have powerful enemies. Realize, therefore, that you can defeat any adversary that seeks your downfall. No matter how dark the way, the light is there to lead you to safety. If you are unable to see it, it’s not the fault of the light.


Evil is never defeated with the weapons it deliberately provides its adversaries. Evil people are threatened
only by the superior morality and spiritual strength of others. In fact, evil people envy these traits; envy being the root of most human malefaction. Therefore, due to their ambivalent attitude toward virtue, a vampiristic type may for a while choose to be around you simply because you possess traits they lack and wish to study. The experiment is doomed from the outset, because the relationship will be one of attraction mixed with repulsion, and because the vamp eventually realizes that virtue is not something they can cheaply purchase and install overnight. In the short term, attraction-repulsion type relationships feel exhilarating and tantalizing. However, over time, repulsion comes to dominate and the vamp seeks to be rid of your troubling presence. Any failure or moral infraction on your part will be blown out of proportion and used to condemn and demean you. Other people will be routinely exalted in order to make you feel crushed and insecure. The more you emphatically attempt to confront, interrogate or correct the vamp, the more they become icy, remote and cruel. They have secretly bookmarked a long list of your would-be infractions to deftly and ruthlessly use against you when the time comes.

False love enslaves, whereas true love frees. When you think you’re in love, you might be wrong. You might simply be romantically enthralled. You might simply wish to impress mates or ingratiate parents. Watch to see if this “love” you’re in serves to make you wise or foolish in your choices and decisions. Sensitively watch to see if you rise or fall, succeed or fail, feel healthy or unhealthy while “in love.” Do you drive away good friends or win more of them to your side? Do you receive lucky breaks or less of them?

Learn to monitor your emotional moods and states and how they change when in the company of other people. This ability makes you immune against psychic attack. Whenever you feel odd, discombobulated or unwell, immediately and willfully ask “…is this energy coming from me or from some other person?” Be sure to heed the answer and act accordingly. Be sure to bar negative energy from your being and send it back to its origin. When it comes to psychic attack, you most definitely fight fire with fire. Attacks are against your very spirit, so it’s up to you to defend yourself with all your spiritual might. Above all, do not send “love” to your attacker. Do not forgive or forget their abuses. To forgive a single instance of evil is, philosophically-speaking, to forgive all evil through time, which is a right you have not been given.

Understand that pain, sorrow, illness, loss and conflict are signs that something is off bio-psychically. These states occur when body, mind and world are out of attunement. Contrary to what you have been taught to believe, the imbalance is often not your fault. It is probably caused by the proximity of toxic, spiritually unworked people in your life. Therefore, it is important that you understand the manner in which the influence of other people affects and disaffects your life. Find out how much of what you decide upon and want is based on the influence of others. Regardless of your natural composure and equilibrium, the presence of others undeniably serves to attune or detune you. This is why your character can be judged by observing the kind of friends you make. As Emerson said, '"A real friend never gets in your way, unless you happen to be on the way down.'"

Reference

Tsarion, Michael. (n.d.). Psychic Self Defense. Psychic Vampirism. Retrieved from http://www.psychicvampirism.com/defense.html


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