Back in time when paige was 17 life was going great. She had made a 98% on her PSAT and her grades were good so that she was lined up to pursue Veterinary college. It is harder to get into Vet school than Med school so paige had to take the hardest classes in high school, and make good grades in them to be accepted to Texas A & M University where she dreamed of going.
Paige and her best friend, Susan, were dating best friends from Daingerfield, Texas, the town paige lived in for the last half of 8th grade. Robbie and paige had fallen in love at the baseball games. He knew as soon as he met her that he loved and wanted her, but she did not realize until later. In fact, paige and Robbie are souls that have connected and lost each other in lives past, but she did not know it then.
David and Robbie drove the 70 miles to see Susan and paige every one day a week on every weekend, and times were great. One weekend the lives of many were changed in a few seconds of squealing brakes, screeching metal, breaking bones, and tearing flesh.
As the large car hurled towards the stop sign paige saw the upcoming head lights through the back side window and screamed "David a car". But it was too late, and she was nowhere and knew nothing. Blackness surrounded her. As paige was struggling to draw in breath, she forgot that she could not feel air coming into her lungs when she hard Susan gasping in great ragged breaths from the front seat.
The car was filled with a ethereal light that was so beautiful, and paige felt so at peace, but the sound coming from Susan was horrendous. Paige could see the outline of the front seat where she was, and the the car filled with the most lovely tinkling bell sound she had ever heard and two small entities with wings flew in through the roof and disappeared behind the seat. Then, Susan's dying gasps peacefully ended. The entities flew back up holding a swirling ball that looked all the most beautiful colors in the world swirling around between them. Paige was panicking because she could not find Robbie; alas, she fell back into oblivion as more time passed.
Her body ached all over, and she heard Momma's voice coming from a distant place "Susan and Robbie are dead". Shock, disbelief, horror filled her whole being, and oh how she wished to be in the oblivion again so that this would not be so. This was the first memory of paige's new life, and she could not remember anything else. Yet, somehow she could still talk, her body still functioned. So that when Momma changed her diaper she did not even understand going to the potty.
Only later, after struggling to relearn everything from the difference between night and day to dressing herself did paige realize those few seconds of crashing had robbed her of her dreams of becoming a Vet, as well as true love and best friend. This was the beginning of paige becoming a Necromancer.
That's enough of that for this telling.
citation time :D
The NDE memory actually returned in a flash much later as the psychology book at college said episodic memories do memories do. My theory is that past life experiences are true memories returning because there is a full force of the feeling that was experienced at the time.
King states that "the general rule that the brain does not produce new neurons is not universal. For example, the dentate gyrus, a tiny subregion of the hippocampus involved in episodic memory, produces new neurons continuously. But 99% of the brain does not do this" (King, n.d., para.6). Episodic memory is the ability to associate things like the way a person felt at a certain time in their memory (Zimmerman, 2014). Since my memory flashes definitely involved the way I felt, I believe that this part of my brain healed which explains my inability to comprehend math even though other brain function has been re-learned. Since many of my flash backs are of a spiritual nature that concern things that happened in the short amount of time that I was dead, I am convinced that the spirit is a huge part of our being and that not caring for our spirit is detrimental to human beings.
King, Paul.(n.d.). How does the brain repair/rewire itself after a stroke or traumatic braininjury? Quora. Retrieved fromhttps://www.quora.com/How-does-the-brain-repair-rew
Zimmermann, Kim A. (25 Feb, 2014). Episodic Memory: Definition and Examples. Live Science. Retrieved fromhttp://www.livescience.com/.../43682-episodic-memory.html
http://citedinfo.blogspot.com/2017/07/talking-with-bruce-part-4-episodic_25.html has more psychology stuff
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